"do you know why people kill themselves? because they want to prow that somebody cares when they die."
yup. december 1st. two months since he broke up with me. a few days before our monthsary. i just still can't stand the pain. pero i'm trying my best not to show him that i'm still hurting. after all, hindi ako ang nawalan. contentment is the what counts.
kanina, practice, i love staring at him pero hindi puwede. hindi dapat. galit ako and i'm not supposed to look him the "puppy-stare." mejo malungkot siya kanina. he was alone. maybe he's already regretting *evil laugh* umiiral nanaman pagkamaldita ko :D
anyway, last nov 30, i texted prince gian. pero di naman nag-work-out :D ang landi eh. haha. gusto ko lang naman ng kausap.
me: super advanced happy birthday!
prince gian: thanks! who's this?
me:si eka to :D batchmate ni aj.
prince gian: thanks!
tapos kanina, we [aj and me] went to vcf to see him. hehe. turn-off kasi ang tagal niya pero ok na din :D
oh and hey! i changed my cellphone number :D
Labels: fling, kilig, sad

here we go again
i'll talk less and you'll know me more.
ma. erika b. becoñado erika, eka, eks, ek, ka, karot, ekarot, baby, papi, kapatid, kopi, pankeik. Dil, QC. Philippines. 070493, 16 years young. UPIS, senior high. UPISSCA, Sangguniang Pangwika. Pep Squad: Tambolero.
in-love, loving in silence. effusive. cuddler. capricious. sticky. trembly. emo? bitch. sentimental. cry-baby.
drama queen. musically-inclined. receptive. sticky. malambing. secretive. tender. touchy. vampire. nocturnal. bookworm. claustrophobic. bajista. gitarista.
LURVES: soundtrip. mcdo. vampire wars. fashion wars. yo ville. farm ville. pc/laptop. unlitxt20. ice cream. vanilla shake. chocolate. candies.
toasts. brownies. cupcakes. onigiri. starbucks [chocolate cream chips frappe]. sisig. fresh milk. lollipop. sushi.
strawberry. pictures. love quotes. love stories. slurpee. the sun. beach. nail polish. nike. yellow. plushies. bears. UP18. beyonce. NSYNC. westlife. taylor swift. lady gaga. paramore. vintage. stripes. privacy. doodles. books. mushrooms.
HATES: metal. hiphop. noise. the rain. backstabbers. plastic. over-acting. kulang sa pansin. kill-joy. spoiled brats. selfish. people who are not aware or those who simply don't think about other's feelings around them. rudeness and all of its components. violence and its forms. the dark. physics and chemistry and MATH. group messages. competitive-ness.
title: december 1st
written on: Monday, December 1, 2008 | 12:39 AM
"do you know why people kill themselves? because they want to prow that somebody cares when they die."
yup. december 1st. two months since he broke up with me. a few days before our monthsary. i just still can't stand the pain. pero i'm trying my best not to show him that i'm still hurting. after all, hindi ako ang nawalan. contentment is the what counts.
kanina, practice, i love staring at him pero hindi puwede. hindi dapat. galit ako and i'm not supposed to look him the "puppy-stare." mejo malungkot siya kanina. he was alone. maybe he's already regretting *evil laugh* umiiral nanaman pagkamaldita ko :D
anyway, last nov 30, i texted prince gian. pero di naman nag-work-out :D ang landi eh. haha. gusto ko lang naman ng kausap.
me: super advanced happy birthday!
prince gian: thanks! who's this?
me:si eka to :D batchmate ni aj.
prince gian: thanks!
tapos kanina, we [aj and me] went to vcf to see him. hehe. turn-off kasi ang tagal niya pero ok na din :D
oh and hey! i changed my cellphone number :D
Labels: fling, kilig, sad