"it's so damn hard to deal with emotions. when you want to touch someone but you can't. there's nothing you can do about it. no matter how hard you try to distract yourself, how you try to smile and laugh it out. it still comes to the point where you find yourself alone even in a happy crowd. helplessly missing that one person you've been wanting so much."
isa nanaman pong matinu-tinong blog entry. sandali, napapasabay ako sa kanta. ode to my family by cranberries. memorable to kasi ito ung isa sa mga kantang nauna kong matutunang i-bass. isa rin sa mga unang kantang tinugtog ng banda namin sa audition pero sa kasamaang palad... hindi natanggap 
dahil siguro pinagbigyan ang mga senior at mga freshmen. damn. masyadong unfair ah. pero infairness, mejo madami din naman kaming pagkakamali sa audition. at naging isang NAPAKALAKING goal ng banda namin ang makapasok sa battle of the bands. pfft.
get to the point baybeh. no sidetracking.
10-molave. that is my section for grade 10 malamang. si mam rox adviser namin. at media center1 ako ng first sem. fildrama at afanc sa 2nd sem. oh shoot! di ko nakuha class picture namin! anyway, SENIOR na ako 
at kaklase ko ang aking bestfriend ko! si lara! si kaniel din [kulitan nanaman at daldalan]. si abbie [chismax nanaman at soundtrip]. si keb [usapang basketball. hanibanj oh 
]. si gon [wah, mitz! 
]. si daryll [jusme, sa buong buhay ko, siya na ang kasama ko. haha. mula kinder pa. except grade 5 and 8]. si eya [uuuiii. haha]. so far ang mga babanggitin kong pangalan ay ang mga taong gusto at masaya akong naging klasmeyt ko. wee.
o(^_____________________^)o
at isang malaking GAB MANAHAN. 
o diba? huling year na lang talaga eh. pero ok na din. haha. atlis masusulit. haha. isang malaking joke. f
ck! as if naman hindi ko gusto no. pakipot pa amp. sa totoo lang di ko talaga winiwish na maging kaklase ko siya pero nasa sub-conscious ko na magiging masaya ang huling year ko sa highschool kung kasama ko siya. may mabubuo nanaman ba? 2 months palang naman kaming hiwalay. puwede pa siguro. 
umasa daw ba?
PPPEEERRROOO!!! hindi ako magpapa-apekto. 
at as if [part 2] naman hindi ako maapektuhan. ay ambot! ngayon, hindi ko kelangan ng lablayp. pero iwe-welcome nadin kung babalik siya. shet! kaya lang UPCAT na at may UAAP din sila. college na talaga dapat. after all, wala naman akong balak i-let-go siya even though i say otherwise. para na rin to sa ikabubuti namin. kelangan muna naming maging matagumpay.
pero gusto ko ng section ko 
at isa nang factor dun si gab manahan.
All The Love In The World by The Corrs
Angels And Demons [2nd time around] by Dan Brown
Labels: lurve, OMG, senior
here we go again
i'll talk less and you'll know me more.
ma. erika b. becoñado erika, eka, eks, ek, ka, karot, ekarot, baby, papi, kapatid, kopi, pankeik. Dil, QC. Philippines. 070493, 16 years young. UPIS, senior high. UPISSCA, Sangguniang Pangwika. Pep Squad: Tambolero.
in-love, loving in silence. effusive. cuddler. capricious. sticky. trembly. emo? bitch. sentimental. cry-baby. 
drama queen. musically-inclined. receptive. sticky. malambing. secretive. tender. touchy. vampire. nocturnal. bookworm. claustrophobic. bajista. gitarista.
LURVES: soundtrip. mcdo. vampire wars. fashion wars. yo ville. farm ville. pc/laptop. unlitxt20. ice cream. vanilla shake. chocolate. candies.
toasts. brownies. cupcakes. onigiri. starbucks [chocolate cream chips frappe]. sisig. fresh milk. lollipop. sushi. 
strawberry. pictures. love quotes. love stories. slurpee. the sun. beach. nail polish. nike. yellow. plushies. bears. UP18. beyonce. NSYNC. westlife. taylor swift. lady gaga. paramore. vintage. stripes. privacy. doodles. books. mushrooms.
HATES: metal. hiphop. noise. the rain. backstabbers. plastic. over-acting. kulang sa pansin. kill-joy. spoiled brats. selfish. people who are not aware or those who simply don't think about other's feelings around them. rudeness and all of its components. violence and its forms. the dark. physics and chemistry and MATH. group messages. competitive-ness.
title: 06.02.09 senior year
written on: Wednesday, June 3, 2009 | 3:07 AM
"it's so damn hard to deal with emotions. when you want to touch someone but you can't. there's nothing you can do about it. no matter how hard you try to distract yourself, how you try to smile and laugh it out. it still comes to the point where you find yourself alone even in a happy crowd. helplessly missing that one person you've been wanting so much."
isa nanaman pong matinu-tinong blog entry. sandali, napapasabay ako sa kanta. ode to my family by cranberries. memorable to kasi ito ung isa sa mga kantang nauna kong matutunang i-bass. isa rin sa mga unang kantang tinugtog ng banda namin sa audition pero sa kasamaang palad... hindi natanggap dahil siguro pinagbigyan ang mga senior at mga freshmen. damn. masyadong unfair ah. pero infairness, mejo madami din naman kaming pagkakamali sa audition. at naging isang NAPAKALAKING goal ng banda namin ang makapasok sa battle of the bands. pfft.
get to the point baybeh. no sidetracking.
10-molave. that is my section for grade 10 malamang. si mam rox adviser namin. at media center1 ako ng first sem. fildrama at afanc sa 2nd sem. oh shoot! di ko nakuha class picture namin! anyway, SENIOR na ako at kaklase ko ang aking bestfriend ko! si lara! si kaniel din [kulitan nanaman at daldalan]. si abbie [chismax nanaman at soundtrip]. si keb [usapang basketball. hanibanj oh ]. si gon [wah, mitz! ]. si daryll [jusme, sa buong buhay ko, siya na ang kasama ko. haha. mula kinder pa. except grade 5 and 8]. si eya [uuuiii. haha]. so far ang mga babanggitin kong pangalan ay ang mga taong gusto at masaya akong naging klasmeyt ko. wee.
o(^_____________________^)o
at isang malaking GAB MANAHAN. o diba? huling year na lang talaga eh. pero ok na din. haha. atlis masusulit. haha. isang malaking joke. fck! as if naman hindi ko gusto no. pakipot pa amp. sa totoo lang di ko talaga winiwish na maging kaklase ko siya pero nasa sub-conscious ko na magiging masaya ang huling year ko sa highschool kung kasama ko siya. may mabubuo nanaman ba? 2 months palang naman kaming hiwalay. puwede pa siguro. umasa daw ba?
PPPEEERRROOO!!! hindi ako magpapa-apekto. at as if [part 2] naman hindi ako maapektuhan. ay ambot! ngayon, hindi ko kelangan ng lablayp. pero iwe-welcome nadin kung babalik siya. shet! kaya lang UPCAT na at may UAAP din sila. college na talaga dapat. after all, wala naman akong balak i-let-go siya even though i say otherwise. para na rin to sa ikabubuti namin. kelangan muna naming maging matagumpay.
pero gusto ko ng section ko at isa nang factor dun si gab manahan.
All The Love In The World by The Corrs
Angels And Demons [2nd time around] by Dan Brown
Labels: lurve, OMG, senior
no need to argue
[eka] she's your girl next door who loves the existence of cute monsters and the mere concept of vampires that glitter under the sun. she is 
16 years young
loving in silence
Roll The Credits by Paula DeAnda
Brisngr by Christopher Paolini
Chocolate Ecclair
