:'( ayokong matulog. no emoticons this time. sorry. this will be such a wretched entry. just don't read this.

already 11:46pm. i don't want to sleep. i'll wait for his text message until my eyes drop. gusto ko nang magbati kami. i hate myself. aminado naman na ako na ako ang may kasalanan. f*ck. kung hindi ka kasi nagtetetext ng kung sinu-sino jan. EEEKKKAAA!!! ayoko ng away, selosan, tampuhan.. pero ako naman ang may kasalanan... kelan niya kaya mafo-forgive ung ginawa ko? sinaktan ko siya eh.

haaay eka, you're such a b*tch. hindi ka natututo. palagi mo nalang siyang sinasaktan. palagi mo nalang siyang pinahihirapan. damn, kelan ka ba titino? hindi mo naman iniisip nararamdaman ng taong mahal mo. buti nga minamahal ka pa niya ngayon eh. what if, unrequited yan? sobrang suwerte mo, eka. dahil minamahal ka ng isang GAB MANAHAN. pero kelan ka matututo?

ayokong mawala siya. siya lang ung lalaking nagmahal sa akin ng ganito. at siya lang ang magmamahal sa akin ng ganito. wala na akong makikitang lalaking katulad niya. ayokong mawala siya. hindi kayang magmahal ng puso ko kung hindi lang siya ung mamahalin. dang. HINDI TALAGA AKO MATUTULOG! :'( ayoko talaga... sana tumawag siya. sana ayusin na namin to... gusto ko masaya kami. gusto ko maayos. hindi ung tulad ng dati na hindi nagpapansinan. i love you... :'(

ngayon nalang uli ako umiyak aa. mahirap nanaman to. makakasanayan ko nanaman. ayoko na ngang umiyak ee. haaay, siya lang nakakapagpaiyak, at the same time, nakakapagpatigil sa iyak ko. [time check: 12:02 am]

ang sad talaga... :'( sana bati na kami... GAB, BATI NA TAYO... sorry na :'(

ay nabasa ko ang private blog ni momo. ay kelangang mag-react ka dito momo! ngaun ko lamang nalamang you cut yourself. ayoko ng word na laslas. pfft. isang masamang bagay yan momo. hindi yan nakakatanggal ng stress. hindi nakakalift ng burden at lalong hindi nakakawala ng problems. pero hindi nagbago ang pagtingin ko kay momo. i love you parin. mwah!

ngayon ko lang napagtantong hindi pa rin talaga kami close. kasi hindi ko pa alam ang mga nangyari sa kanya. eh ngayon lang kasi kami uli nagkasama. grade 4 pa kami huling naging mag-klasmeyt. pero i want to know you more. dati naisip ko, sila mitz, aly at patter, close sila kay momo. malamang siya rin ung trip kong ka-basagan ng ulo kasi the fact na magkakasama sila ng friends ko, ibig-sabihin, we'll go well along din.

pero gusto kong makilala ng bonggang bongga ang nasa likod ng blog na LEMONLIMEDESU. meron din naman kaming mga common ee. mahilig kami sa stroberi. makulit. malande. blogger. at basta, ma-trip. haha. aylabyu momo! mwah!

Love Can Build A Bridge by Westlife

What does the newest text message in your inbox say? i don't have a cellphone. broken



What was the last song you sang out loud? if this isn't love by jennifer hudson



What time did you go to bed last night? 11 pm



When was the last time you cried? august 6, 2009



Who gives you the best advice? mitz dela rosa



What was the last thing to make you laugh? leanne rueca



Do you wear toe socks? no



What annoys you most in a person? bossy



What is the color of your bedroom? pink



Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars? no



Do you own an iPod? not anymore, it's broken



Who was the last person you saw in person? eunice



Have you changed this year? yes



What are you listening to right now? love can build a bridge by westlife



Are you talking to anyone while doing this? no



Is there a quote you live by?yes



Have you ever played an instrument? yes



What's the worst idea you've had this week? go to quiapo with a budget of php50.00



What were you doing at 4 am? sleeping



Are you a blonde? no



What are you doing tomorrow? go to mom's office and get an ACET and a UST form



Do you think you can love someone without trusting them? no



What is something that you're looking forward to? Buwan ng Wika



Have you eaten popcorn in the last 48 hours? nope



Do you wish you were somewhere else? no



Do you have an older brother? no



What's to the right of you? table



Is there someone who likes you? yes



Are you wearing socks? no



Who's thinking about you right now? i don't know



Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now? yes



Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle? yes



Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color? yes



Who is in your house right now? my family



Last thing you drank? water



Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a R or M? yes. mitz and momo



What color shirt are you wearing? white



How long is your hair? shoulder length



Last movie you watched? castaway



*click here for surveys and more at mixtapelove.com*

Labels: surbey

"You wrapped your arms around me, pressing your body against mine. And in that moment of perfection, I knew we were meant to be. I never wanted you to let go of me."

english? sure. momo. here's the entry :P

everything happens for a reason. we talked nung august 7. thank heavens. whew. ayaw. ayaw ko mag-english, nakaka-nosebleed. kala ko nung una talo-talo. e kasi naman hindi niya sineseryoso
nung una kasi, lunch palang... nag-eemo siya sa sulok, sa tapat ng electric fan, umiinom ng bearbrand at kumakain ng koko crunch. nilapitan ko siya. tas ayaw naman niya akong pansinin. matagal-tagal na pilitan din un aa
e anjan na si mam flor kaya naman pumunta nalang ako sa upuan. buti nalang may test. f*ck mangiyak-ngiyak na ako ee. sarap ng hangin at nag-emote din ako
ka-disappoint kasi naman...

tapos na ang test at reporting na. naunahan niya ako magpaalam kay mam flor para mag-cr. sayang. tas pagbalik niya, syempre nag-cr na din ako. tinagalan ko ng konti, naabutan ko kasi si eya e. di tuloy napaiyak. kakahiya. tas maya-maya ayuuuun na...
nilapitan niya ako. kinalabit pero hindi ko siya pinapansin. nakakabadtrip kaya. tinanong niya ako kung nagpapakipot ba ako. tas humarap ako sa door na opposite sa kanya. lumipat siya dun sa hinarapan ko. pansin ko nang nakatingin sina lara, abbie, kaniel, at kev. kakahiya kaya naman sa harapan nalang ako humarap habang nakikinig ng Always Be My Baby by Mariah Carey. tapos boom boom boom. gotta get that.

coffeecrunch: uuuuuiiii

ako: hindi mo kasi ako sineseryoso eh *irap*

coffeecrunch: hindeeeee

coffeecrunch: o seryoso na

ako:*tingin sa kanya* ano?

coffeecrunch: galit ako sayo

ako: galit din ako sayo

ayan at nahuli na kami ni mam flor. haha. ung facial expression ko pa poker face eh. tas nakuha pang makipag-biruan ni gab. ay ewan. ang lakas talaga niya sa mga teacher. kela aling norms nalang kami nag-usap. adik talaga, sinasamahan pa rin ng laro kahit na nagkakainitan na. pero ok na. bati na kami. kami pa jusko. sobrang late na ako pumasok sa MC. mga 3pm na. kasi naman ayoko ngang pumasok ee. tss.

buti nalang. smiling face na kami uli :)

White Horse by Taylor Swift

Labels: fling, love

new layout! :) lots to say.

amp. my phone got broken. yes broken. i should be rejoicing but i don't thibk i can. why? -- [uno] located in the archives are the most inspiring love quotes. the love quotes i use in my blog are there. [dos] our star is there. even though i had a good look and read about it before my phone broke down, i'm still gonna miss it and how am i gonna ask coffeecrunch to send it to me?! [tres] the url of game ka na ba is also there (from lara). hindi ko pa un napapanood eh. -- but that's all.

gusto ko na ng iPhone. kung hindi un maibibigay ng maaga sa akin, gagawa ako ng paraan at gagamitin ko ang sarili kong kakayahan upang makakuha noon. please. kelangan ko ng help. sabi naman daw ni pat diaz, may double memory at mas magandang ganoon na nabibili sa greenhills na less than 10k lang. eh sabi naman ni mother dear, pangit daw at mas maganda pa rin ang original. eh
naghihirap na nga kami eh pero mapilit ako.

isa pa, babalik na ako sa pep drummers. i'm so excited and i just can't hide it. buti nalang may drumsticks si eartha ditong nakatago. pero magpe-PE parin ako kasi nakahihiligan ko naman na ang table tennis. at mahirap nang magka-conflict. senior year na kasi at gagraduate na. sana naman maka-UAAP ako please lang ODK. nais kong makita silang maglaro.

on saturday, CAT na. natanong na agad ni mother dear kung anong isusuot. dati daw kasi sila ay model battalion ba un? e sila daw ung laging sinasali pag may competition. pero nagsisisi talaga ako. dapat talaga nag-COCC ako eh. para diba, kasama ko sila lara, mia at apol pati na si seanne na talaga namang palong-palo. yikee. nakaka0elibs naman kasi bro. haha. sarap magpahirap at mag-command.

and lastly, tapos na ang UPCAT baybeh!!! di naman sa pagmamayabang aa, pero bakit ambilis kong natapos sa lahat ng test? ODK. baka naman bagsakan score ko niyan. madali lang language. pero talo-talo talaga ung math. di ko lam kung may nasagot ba ako dung tama. pweteng. numbers 1 at 2 lang ata sure ko dun. haha. mejo mahirap din ung science. pero math talaga. i love it. sarcastic amp. sabi the more you hate, the more you love daw ee.

cge cge. haha. wala akong magawa aaa. ODK. 25th mansari sana bukas oo. paksiyet :(

FM Static - Moment of Truth

Labels: random

:'( ayokong matulog. no emoticons this time. sorry. this will be such a wretched entry. just don't read this.

already 11:46pm. i don't want to sleep. i'll wait for his text message until my eyes drop. gusto ko nang magbati kami. i hate myself. aminado naman na ako na ako ang may kasalanan. f*ck. kung hindi ka kasi nagtetetext ng kung sinu-sino jan. EEEKKKAAA!!! ayoko ng away, selosan, tampuhan.. pero ako naman ang may kasalanan... kelan niya kaya mafo-forgive ung ginawa ko? sinaktan ko siya eh.

haaay eka, you're such a b*tch. hindi ka natututo. palagi mo nalang siyang sinasaktan. palagi mo nalang siyang pinahihirapan. damn, kelan ka ba titino? hindi mo naman iniisip nararamdaman ng taong mahal mo. buti nga minamahal ka pa niya ngayon eh. what if, unrequited yan? sobrang suwerte mo, eka. dahil minamahal ka ng isang GAB MANAHAN. pero kelan ka matututo?

ayokong mawala siya. siya lang ung lalaking nagmahal sa akin ng ganito. at siya lang ang magmamahal sa akin ng ganito. wala na akong makikitang lalaking katulad niya. ayokong mawala siya. hindi kayang magmahal ng puso ko kung hindi lang siya ung mamahalin. dang. HINDI TALAGA AKO MATUTULOG! :'( ayoko talaga... sana tumawag siya. sana ayusin na namin to... gusto ko masaya kami. gusto ko maayos. hindi ung tulad ng dati na hindi nagpapansinan. i love you... :'(

ngayon nalang uli ako umiyak aa. mahirap nanaman to. makakasanayan ko nanaman. ayoko na ngang umiyak ee. haaay, siya lang nakakapagpaiyak, at the same time, nakakapagpatigil sa iyak ko. [time check: 12:02 am]

ang sad talaga... :'( sana bati na kami... GAB, BATI NA TAYO... sorry na :'(

ay nabasa ko ang private blog ni momo. ay kelangang mag-react ka dito momo! ngaun ko lamang nalamang you cut yourself. ayoko ng word na laslas. pfft. isang masamang bagay yan momo. hindi yan nakakatanggal ng stress. hindi nakakalift ng burden at lalong hindi nakakawala ng problems. pero hindi nagbago ang pagtingin ko kay momo. i love you parin. mwah!

ngayon ko lang napagtantong hindi pa rin talaga kami close. kasi hindi ko pa alam ang mga nangyari sa kanya. eh ngayon lang kasi kami uli nagkasama. grade 4 pa kami huling naging mag-klasmeyt. pero i want to know you more. dati naisip ko, sila mitz, aly at patter, close sila kay momo. malamang siya rin ung trip kong ka-basagan ng ulo kasi the fact na magkakasama sila ng friends ko, ibig-sabihin, we'll go well along din.

pero gusto kong makilala ng bonggang bongga ang nasa likod ng blog na LEMONLIMEDESU. meron din naman kaming mga common ee. mahilig kami sa stroberi. makulit. malande. blogger. at basta, ma-trip. haha. aylabyu momo! mwah!

Love Can Build A Bridge by Westlife

What does the newest text message in your inbox say? i don't have a cellphone. broken



What was the last song you sang out loud? if this isn't love by jennifer hudson



What time did you go to bed last night? 11 pm



When was the last time you cried? august 6, 2009



Who gives you the best advice? mitz dela rosa



What was the last thing to make you laugh? leanne rueca



Do you wear toe socks? no



What annoys you most in a person? bossy



What is the color of your bedroom? pink



Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars? no



Do you own an iPod? not anymore, it's broken



Who was the last person you saw in person? eunice



Have you changed this year? yes



What are you listening to right now? love can build a bridge by westlife



Are you talking to anyone while doing this? no



Is there a quote you live by?yes



Have you ever played an instrument? yes



What's the worst idea you've had this week? go to quiapo with a budget of php50.00



What were you doing at 4 am? sleeping



Are you a blonde? no



What are you doing tomorrow? go to mom's office and get an ACET and a UST form



Do you think you can love someone without trusting them? no



What is something that you're looking forward to? Buwan ng Wika



Have you eaten popcorn in the last 48 hours? nope



Do you wish you were somewhere else? no



Do you have an older brother? no



What's to the right of you? table



Is there someone who likes you? yes



Are you wearing socks? no



Who's thinking about you right now? i don't know



Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now? yes



Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle? yes



Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color? yes



Who is in your house right now? my family



Last thing you drank? water



Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a R or M? yes. mitz and momo



What color shirt are you wearing? white



How long is your hair? shoulder length



Last movie you watched? castaway



*click here for surveys and more at mixtapelove.com*

Labels: surbey

"You wrapped your arms around me, pressing your body against mine. And in that moment of perfection, I knew we were meant to be. I never wanted you to let go of me."

english? sure. momo. here's the entry :P

everything happens for a reason. we talked nung august 7. thank heavens. whew. ayaw. ayaw ko mag-english, nakaka-nosebleed. kala ko nung una talo-talo. e kasi naman hindi niya sineseryoso
nung una kasi, lunch palang... nag-eemo siya sa sulok, sa tapat ng electric fan, umiinom ng bearbrand at kumakain ng koko crunch. nilapitan ko siya. tas ayaw naman niya akong pansinin. matagal-tagal na pilitan din un aa
e anjan na si mam flor kaya naman pumunta nalang ako sa upuan. buti nalang may test. f*ck mangiyak-ngiyak na ako ee. sarap ng hangin at nag-emote din ako
ka-disappoint kasi naman...

tapos na ang test at reporting na. naunahan niya ako magpaalam kay mam flor para mag-cr. sayang. tas pagbalik niya, syempre nag-cr na din ako. tinagalan ko ng konti, naabutan ko kasi si eya e. di tuloy napaiyak. kakahiya. tas maya-maya ayuuuun na...
nilapitan niya ako. kinalabit pero hindi ko siya pinapansin. nakakabadtrip kaya. tinanong niya ako kung nagpapakipot ba ako. tas humarap ako sa door na opposite sa kanya. lumipat siya dun sa hinarapan ko. pansin ko nang nakatingin sina lara, abbie, kaniel, at kev. kakahiya kaya naman sa harapan nalang ako humarap habang nakikinig ng Always Be My Baby by Mariah Carey. tapos boom boom boom. gotta get that.

coffeecrunch: uuuuuiiii

ako: hindi mo kasi ako sineseryoso eh *irap*

coffeecrunch: hindeeeee

coffeecrunch: o seryoso na

ako:*tingin sa kanya* ano?

coffeecrunch: galit ako sayo

ako: galit din ako sayo

ayan at nahuli na kami ni mam flor. haha. ung facial expression ko pa poker face eh. tas nakuha pang makipag-biruan ni gab. ay ewan. ang lakas talaga niya sa mga teacher. kela aling norms nalang kami nag-usap. adik talaga, sinasamahan pa rin ng laro kahit na nagkakainitan na. pero ok na. bati na kami. kami pa jusko. sobrang late na ako pumasok sa MC. mga 3pm na. kasi naman ayoko ngang pumasok ee. tss.

buti nalang. smiling face na kami uli :)

White Horse by Taylor Swift

Labels: fling, love

new layout! :) lots to say.

amp. my phone got broken. yes broken. i should be rejoicing but i don't thibk i can. why? -- [uno] located in the archives are the most inspiring love quotes. the love quotes i use in my blog are there. [dos] our star is there. even though i had a good look and read about it before my phone broke down, i'm still gonna miss it and how am i gonna ask coffeecrunch to send it to me?! [tres] the url of game ka na ba is also there (from lara). hindi ko pa un napapanood eh. -- but that's all.

gusto ko na ng iPhone. kung hindi un maibibigay ng maaga sa akin, gagawa ako ng paraan at gagamitin ko ang sarili kong kakayahan upang makakuha noon. please. kelangan ko ng help. sabi naman daw ni pat diaz, may double memory at mas magandang ganoon na nabibili sa greenhills na less than 10k lang. eh sabi naman ni mother dear, pangit daw at mas maganda pa rin ang original. eh
naghihirap na nga kami eh pero mapilit ako.

isa pa, babalik na ako sa pep drummers. i'm so excited and i just can't hide it. buti nalang may drumsticks si eartha ditong nakatago. pero magpe-PE parin ako kasi nakahihiligan ko naman na ang table tennis. at mahirap nang magka-conflict. senior year na kasi at gagraduate na. sana naman maka-UAAP ako please lang ODK. nais kong makita silang maglaro.

on saturday, CAT na. natanong na agad ni mother dear kung anong isusuot. dati daw kasi sila ay model battalion ba un? e sila daw ung laging sinasali pag may competition. pero nagsisisi talaga ako. dapat talaga nag-COCC ako eh. para diba, kasama ko sila lara, mia at apol pati na si seanne na talaga namang palong-palo. yikee. nakaka0elibs naman kasi bro. haha. sarap magpahirap at mag-command.

and lastly, tapos na ang UPCAT baybeh!!! di naman sa pagmamayabang aa, pero bakit ambilis kong natapos sa lahat ng test? ODK. baka naman bagsakan score ko niyan. madali lang language. pero talo-talo talaga ung math. di ko lam kung may nasagot ba ako dung tama. pweteng. numbers 1 at 2 lang ata sure ko dun. haha. mejo mahirap din ung science. pero math talaga. i love it. sarcastic amp. sabi the more you hate, the more you love daw ee.

cge cge. haha. wala akong magawa aaa. ODK. 25th mansari sana bukas oo. paksiyet :(

FM Static - Moment of Truth

Labels: random