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one of the boys

[eka] she's your girl next door who loves the existence of cute monsters and the mere concept of vampires that glitter under the sun. she is Allitrya Spelling from Ravenclaw. also, a typical Cancer girl. her heart beats for her only love but is loving in silence. she strives to live life to the fullest even if it slowly turns her down. she needs him. terribly. MORE?

currently:
16 years young
loving in silence
Roll The Credits by Paula DeAnda
Brisngr by Christopher Paolini
Chocolate Ecclair

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    title: one of my saddest
    written on: Thursday, August 20, 2009 | 10:12 PM

    "I think about you in the summertime, and all the good times we had."


    :'( ayokong matulog. no emoticons this time. sorry. this will be such a wretched entry. just don't read this.


    already 11:46pm. i don't want to sleep. i'll wait for his text message until my eyes drop. gusto ko nang magbati kami. i hate myself. aminado naman na ako na ako ang may kasalanan. f*ck. kung hindi ka kasi nagtetetext ng kung sinu-sino jan. EEEKKKAAA!!! ayoko ng away, selosan, tampuhan.. pero ako naman ang may kasalanan... kelan niya kaya mafo-forgive ung ginawa ko? sinaktan ko siya eh.


    haaay eka, you're such a b*tch. hindi ka natututo. palagi mo nalang siyang sinasaktan. palagi mo nalang siyang pinahihirapan. damn, kelan ka ba titino? hindi mo naman iniisip nararamdaman ng taong mahal mo. buti nga minamahal ka pa niya ngayon eh. what if, unrequited yan? sobrang suwerte mo, eka. dahil minamahal ka ng isang GAB MANAHAN. pero kelan ka matututo?


    ayokong mawala siya. siya lang ung lalaking nagmahal sa akin ng ganito. at siya lang ang magmamahal sa akin ng ganito. wala na akong makikitang lalaking katulad niya. ayokong mawala siya. hindi kayang magmahal ng puso ko kung hindi lang siya ung mamahalin. dang. HINDI TALAGA AKO MATUTULOG! :'( ayoko talaga... sana tumawag siya. sana ayusin na namin to... gusto ko masaya kami. gusto ko maayos. hindi ung tulad ng dati na hindi nagpapansinan. i love you... :'(


    ngayon nalang uli ako umiyak aa. mahirap nanaman to. makakasanayan ko nanaman. ayoko na ngang umiyak ee. haaay, siya lang nakakapagpaiyak, at the same time, nakakapagpatigil sa iyak ko. [time check: 12:02 am]


    ang sad talaga... :'( sana bati na kami... GAB, BATI NA TAYO... sorry na :'(