"love is like a stapler. it's easy to attach, but hard to detach. and the worst is, when you're able to detach it, it still leaves the paper damaged."

Please Don't Leave Me by Pink

i miss him. not just the ordinary lovesick. naglo-long na ako ee. I MISS HIM. swell. how to stop this? there are always the advantages and disadvantages of missing someone. and the hardest part is watching him smile with other people. the smile he cannot show me.

academics time: [english] finished making activity 2. will still ask about activity 3. and will make the individual write up on chapter 2 tomorrow, probably. [econ] will study for the long test. but *changed mind* will do it tomorrow. [pinoy] working on the report on feminism and nationalism. [chem] will also study on a quiz but will also probably do it tomorrow. [fildrama] working clothes and reporting.

*lllaaaaaazzzzzzyyyy*

Labels: lazy

"letting go is like getting a tooth pulled out from a dentist. pull it out, you're relieved, but how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? probably a hundred times a day. just because it wasn't hurting you doesn't mean you don't notice it. it leaves a gap and sometimes you see yourdelf missing it terribly. it's going to take a while, but it takes time. should you have kept the tooth? no, coz it was causing you so much pain. let go."

Crazier by Taylor Swift

what a week. i miss him already. lalo ko pa siyang namiss dahil sa kanta. you lift my feet off the ground. you spin me around. you make me crazier, crazier. oo nga pala, taylor swift-inspired tong new layout ko. anyway, i'm making a layout for my tumblr. sabi ko nga hindi ko masyadong ma-gets ee. pero ita-try ko pa din. *squeel*

Summer Song by Silent Sanctuary

lovefool. may tampuhan, iyakan. pero mahal na mahal pa rin namin ang isa't isa. sana hindi na masira. sandale, gusto kong tumalon, tumalon sa saya dahil ikaw ang kapiling. sa iyo, sa iyo, sa iyo lamang ang puso ko. saumayaw, sumayaw sumayaw tayo sa ilalim ng araw. kahit na medyo malungkot, hindi pa rin nito mapangingibabawan ang saya na nararamdaman ko. masaya ako kasi kasama ko na ulit siya, sa hirap at saya. kayakap ko ulit siya. at buo uli ako.

ako: gudnyt gab. kht sa tingin mo nag-iba na ako, ako parin ung eka na minahal mo, sana makita mo un. mahal na mahal kita.

coffeecrunch: kahit ano ka pa. namimiss lng tlga kita. gudnyt dn. mahal na mahal kita.

ako: namimiss din kita. love you.

oo, tama. mejo malungkot. well, malungkot nga. dahil nagyon na lamang kami ulit nag-iyakan ng harapan at tamang tama talaga ang mga bala... pero kahit na. iba pa rin kapag mahal mo. kahit nag-iiyakan at di kayo nagpapansinan, there's this part where you feel happy and contented because you are with the one you love, the one you'd like to share your life with. even better kasi nagdadamayan kayo. ganyan ang pag-ibig. leche minsan, pero PAG-IBIG nga naman.

Always by Atlantic Starr

Labels: coffeecrunch, late, lurve

"sometimes i wish he'd be like my dad. always scared to lose me. even though he knows i belong to him from the start."

Russian Roulette by Rihanna

nagagandahan ako jan sa kanta ni Rihanna na yan. ang ganda ng effect sa dulo. "so just pull the trigger." listen to it. awesome.

really, i don't know what to blog. well, i just bought a strawberry lip gloss and a black eye liner a while ago. just bought them at cheap prices. still craving for a clear mascara. at hindi ko pa nababalik kay marian un. nakalimutan ko, damn. magkasama na kami nung CAT ee.

Patron Tequilla by Paradisco Girls ft. Lil' Jon

soundtrip talaga ako ee. nababadtrip talaga ako, di pa naayos ung MP4 ko. tapos may headset ako, di ko naman magamit. at gusto ko din ng headphones sa skull candy. kelangan ko mag-ipon dahil gusto ko talaga siya. ang astig haha. lol. mga trip ko panlalaki ee. ung nike pa na pampormang shoes. greenhills? pilipinas shirt of course.

waaaiiit. tinatamad na ako.

Labels: cravings, gusto, nais

"i learned that before i ask questions, i must think about whether i really like to know the answers."

Ignorance by Paramore

wow. bago to. hindi ako naghintay ng text message niya after nung reply ko. e kasi naman i kept myself busy. that's the key, eh? buong araw, internet lamang ang inatupag ko. nag-upload sa tumblr. nag-tweet sa twitter. pinublish ung 2 offline blogs. nag-submit ng deviations. browsed tumblr accounts at sobrang gaganda nanaman ng mga photographs na nasaksihan ng dalawang mata ko. kumuha ng brushes for photoshop. at kumuha din ng album artworks.

well, mejo tinitignan ko parin phone ko at nag-eexpect. [pfft, akala ko ba di na naghihintay. liar.] at around 4: 42 pm, nagtext siya. here it goes:

coffeecrunch: happy monthsary. bukas nlang write up o itxt ko nlang?

ako: bukas nalang. db mahaba un para itxt? salamat aa. kaw, gusto mo din ng write up?

coffeecrunch: kung pde sana at ok lang sau. bukas nalang.

ako: oo naman. cge, bukas nalang. salamat ulit.

coffeecrunch: salamat dn.

One Time by Justin Bieber

at ginawan ko nga siya ng write up. ay nakakabaliw. namimiss ko siya. at tinignan ko nalang ung write up sa perspective ng isang kaibigan. kasi nakakaloko naman siguro kung may mga bagay na nakasulat dun na perspektibo lang ng nagmamahal diba? edi nainlab naman ung mga nagbasa. LOL. pero sana matuwa siya kahit papaano.

haaay. naiinlove nanaman ako. sh*t. ba't ba kasi ganito? isang text lang niya, lumilipad nanaman ako at meron nanamang butterflies sa tyan ko. demn! ewan ko ba. tapos twitterpated [kinikilig. courtesy of twitter.com] nanaman ako. nakakabadtrip. balik grade 7 nanaman. tumitili nanaman puso ko. rrr.

ano kayang mangyayari pag nasilayan nanaman ng mata ko ang mukha niya? matutulala nanaman ba ako? o matutunaw? o sasabog na parang pinutok na bubble? but my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles! oh, you're trying to fight back your emotions but THEY JUST WON'T GO AWAY! what? what?! WHAAAT!!! maybe we're really meant to be together and that someday, our relationship will wtill work and we'll be like we used to be and all the stars'll just bow down to us because of our extreme sweetness and intimacy which will rock all meteorites in the universe! dang these butterflies -- oh, nooo... i have gotten over him. i won't let this text message destroy everything i worked hard for.

NNNOOO!!!~~~ ok, fine. yes, whatever.

Labels: coffeecrunch, lurve, monthsary

"giving your full presence to someone would be the sweetest thing you can do but there would be one question behind that, are you appreciated?"

haaay salamat at may quotes nanaman ako. gustong gusto ko nang maubos ung mga un sa archives. kaya lang tinotopak talaga minsan.

NOV 16 is love :)

ay biglang nag-screensaver :) nagulat akooo. no quote AGAIN. no phone and in the library, browsing. currently: bored. *hoho* 1 hour pa before AFANC. demn. nakakatamad nang tunay ang schedule. sana MC2 nalang ako.

malapit kay rockman? anong title yan? miss ko na si rockman. miss ko nang makita ang mukha niya at ang mga taong nagdadasal sa paligid niya. miss ko na siya... kahit abot-tanaw ko lamang ang statwang yan. haaay.

infairness, nakakahiyang mag-blog dito. at wait! may homework pa pala sa pinoy. nawala yun sa isip ko mehn. at paano nanaman ako magre-research. nga pala, si Ma'am Tengson na uli teacher namin. nakakagulat nga lang. tapos, i losttrack of time, orrather, day. hindi ko napansing Nov. 16 na pala sa Monday at hell photoshoot nanaman. and it's our turn. pinag-iisipan ko pa rin kung anong creative shot ko. gusto ko ngang mag-rockstar nalang.

owkaaay. nakakabagot.

Labels: boredom, MC, rockman

new layout loves. v4.0 touch of polaroids. so much inspiration. so much.

"saying sorry to the one you love, is one way of begging for forgiveness, but psychologically saying sorry means: i love you so much, please don't leave me."

coffeecrunch: november 4

ako: november 4, happy monthsary

If I Let You Go by Westlife

alam ko namang walang patutunguhan, pero bakit pa ako nagreply? o malamang alam ko na rin nanaman ung sagot jan. mahilig talaga ako sa mga hypothetical questions ee. rrrawr~ ewan, di na talaga maaalis un ee. ganun talaga ako sa mga taong mahal ko. kahit na alam kong risk ang pagreply sa kanila at babalewalain lang din nila ako sa huli, magrereply pa rin ako.

kahapon nga ee, enrollment. tapos nung patapos na kami, narinig ko si mitz na sumisigaw ng "gabby" at maraming beses un aa. as if nagpaparinig na anjan na siya. [ako naman tong si nagfeeling] at gusto nanamang kumawala ng puso ko sa dibdib ko. kung alam ko lang, nasa lalamunan ko na yun ee. at buti nalang nalunok ko. dahil katabi ko si mama. whew.

iniisip ko din nung mga panahong un kung magtetext ba siya at babatiin ako ng "happy monthsary". at nga naman ang coincidence. malakas na ba talaga ang sixth sense ko? aray, ba't naugnay dun? kasi nakita kong hawak hawak ko ung cellphone ko tas may nagtext. di nga lang malaman kung daydream o ano. basta. he made me feel better.

hinayudas na sakit naman kasi to ee. haaay. para akong kumakahol aa. sakit pa sa dibdib. at kasing lagkit na ng might bond tong sipon ko. ayaw pasinga ee. gross ba? e bat ba?? blog ko naman to ee. susulat ko kung anong maisip ko. *ubo ubo*

anong oras kaya ako pupunta kay mama?

happy 28th monthsary

Labels: coffeecrunch, lurve, monthsary, sad peys

sobrang inspired talaga ako sa tumblr ngayon. shet. ang gaganda ng posts. damn, i effing like to tumble na rin. sobrang inspirasyon sina butterflygurl17, ache at shuffledkisses

Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) by Lady Gaga


Brisngr by Christopher Paolini

so, i am plugging my tumblr, lovelikechocolate pero so sorry kasi sobrang drab lang niyan at di ko pa man lang naayos o nagagalaw. so far, 3 posts palang. parang twitter aray, bilang na bilang ang mga posts, followers at followed.

damn anong oras na at gusto ko nang matulog. 1:05 am na shet. HAPPY HALLOWEEN! grabe. ambilis ng panahon. november na, tas sa isang iglap, december na. wala man lang masyadong memories. wala man lang masyadong pibagkaabalahan. di man lang ako lumande. haha. joke. what? tulog na ba ako? right. ay onga pala, speaking of pinagkaabalahan, grabe, binura ko ung Plants vs. Zombies ko kasi baka mahuli ako neto ni mama. sayang o, level 5, rooftop pa naman na ako. damn. pero inendorse ko naman na un sa kanya ee. kaya she might approve of it naman na, the fact na sobrang nakaka-aliw siya. AND, the girls' 2nd batch, together with MC1, photoshoot will be on Nov. 16th na. something bad happened nga ee. pero ayoko nang irecall, maiiyak nanaman ako. leche. sabi nga nung manager na bungangera. pag di talaga un tumigil kadadakdak niya oo. tss.

kayers, gotta sleep.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You by The Cure

Labels: tumblr

"love is like a stapler. it's easy to attach, but hard to detach. and the worst is, when you're able to detach it, it still leaves the paper damaged."

Please Don't Leave Me by Pink

i miss him. not just the ordinary lovesick. naglo-long na ako ee. I MISS HIM. swell. how to stop this? there are always the advantages and disadvantages of missing someone. and the hardest part is watching him smile with other people. the smile he cannot show me.

academics time: [english] finished making activity 2. will still ask about activity 3. and will make the individual write up on chapter 2 tomorrow, probably. [econ] will study for the long test. but *changed mind* will do it tomorrow. [pinoy] working on the report on feminism and nationalism. [chem] will also study on a quiz but will also probably do it tomorrow. [fildrama] working clothes and reporting.

*lllaaaaaazzzzzzyyyy*

Labels: lazy

"letting go is like getting a tooth pulled out from a dentist. pull it out, you're relieved, but how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? probably a hundred times a day. just because it wasn't hurting you doesn't mean you don't notice it. it leaves a gap and sometimes you see yourdelf missing it terribly. it's going to take a while, but it takes time. should you have kept the tooth? no, coz it was causing you so much pain. let go."

Crazier by Taylor Swift

what a week. i miss him already. lalo ko pa siyang namiss dahil sa kanta. you lift my feet off the ground. you spin me around. you make me crazier, crazier. oo nga pala, taylor swift-inspired tong new layout ko. anyway, i'm making a layout for my tumblr. sabi ko nga hindi ko masyadong ma-gets ee. pero ita-try ko pa din. *squeel*

Summer Song by Silent Sanctuary

lovefool. may tampuhan, iyakan. pero mahal na mahal pa rin namin ang isa't isa. sana hindi na masira. sandale, gusto kong tumalon, tumalon sa saya dahil ikaw ang kapiling. sa iyo, sa iyo, sa iyo lamang ang puso ko. saumayaw, sumayaw sumayaw tayo sa ilalim ng araw. kahit na medyo malungkot, hindi pa rin nito mapangingibabawan ang saya na nararamdaman ko. masaya ako kasi kasama ko na ulit siya, sa hirap at saya. kayakap ko ulit siya. at buo uli ako.

ako: gudnyt gab. kht sa tingin mo nag-iba na ako, ako parin ung eka na minahal mo, sana makita mo un. mahal na mahal kita.

coffeecrunch: kahit ano ka pa. namimiss lng tlga kita. gudnyt dn. mahal na mahal kita.

ako: namimiss din kita. love you.

oo, tama. mejo malungkot. well, malungkot nga. dahil nagyon na lamang kami ulit nag-iyakan ng harapan at tamang tama talaga ang mga bala... pero kahit na. iba pa rin kapag mahal mo. kahit nag-iiyakan at di kayo nagpapansinan, there's this part where you feel happy and contented because you are with the one you love, the one you'd like to share your life with. even better kasi nagdadamayan kayo. ganyan ang pag-ibig. leche minsan, pero PAG-IBIG nga naman.

Always by Atlantic Starr

Labels: coffeecrunch, late, lurve

"sometimes i wish he'd be like my dad. always scared to lose me. even though he knows i belong to him from the start."

Russian Roulette by Rihanna

nagagandahan ako jan sa kanta ni Rihanna na yan. ang ganda ng effect sa dulo. "so just pull the trigger." listen to it. awesome.

really, i don't know what to blog. well, i just bought a strawberry lip gloss and a black eye liner a while ago. just bought them at cheap prices. still craving for a clear mascara. at hindi ko pa nababalik kay marian un. nakalimutan ko, damn. magkasama na kami nung CAT ee.

Patron Tequilla by Paradisco Girls ft. Lil' Jon

soundtrip talaga ako ee. nababadtrip talaga ako, di pa naayos ung MP4 ko. tapos may headset ako, di ko naman magamit. at gusto ko din ng headphones sa skull candy. kelangan ko mag-ipon dahil gusto ko talaga siya. ang astig haha. lol. mga trip ko panlalaki ee. ung nike pa na pampormang shoes. greenhills? pilipinas shirt of course.

waaaiiit. tinatamad na ako.

Labels: cravings, gusto, nais

"i learned that before i ask questions, i must think about whether i really like to know the answers."

Ignorance by Paramore

wow. bago to. hindi ako naghintay ng text message niya after nung reply ko. e kasi naman i kept myself busy. that's the key, eh? buong araw, internet lamang ang inatupag ko. nag-upload sa tumblr. nag-tweet sa twitter. pinublish ung 2 offline blogs. nag-submit ng deviations. browsed tumblr accounts at sobrang gaganda nanaman ng mga photographs na nasaksihan ng dalawang mata ko. kumuha ng brushes for photoshop. at kumuha din ng album artworks.

well, mejo tinitignan ko parin phone ko at nag-eexpect. [pfft, akala ko ba di na naghihintay. liar.] at around 4: 42 pm, nagtext siya. here it goes:

coffeecrunch: happy monthsary. bukas nlang write up o itxt ko nlang?

ako: bukas nalang. db mahaba un para itxt? salamat aa. kaw, gusto mo din ng write up?

coffeecrunch: kung pde sana at ok lang sau. bukas nalang.

ako: oo naman. cge, bukas nalang. salamat ulit.

coffeecrunch: salamat dn.

One Time by Justin Bieber

at ginawan ko nga siya ng write up. ay nakakabaliw. namimiss ko siya. at tinignan ko nalang ung write up sa perspective ng isang kaibigan. kasi nakakaloko naman siguro kung may mga bagay na nakasulat dun na perspektibo lang ng nagmamahal diba? edi nainlab naman ung mga nagbasa. LOL. pero sana matuwa siya kahit papaano.

haaay. naiinlove nanaman ako. sh*t. ba't ba kasi ganito? isang text lang niya, lumilipad nanaman ako at meron nanamang butterflies sa tyan ko. demn! ewan ko ba. tapos twitterpated [kinikilig. courtesy of twitter.com] nanaman ako. nakakabadtrip. balik grade 7 nanaman. tumitili nanaman puso ko. rrr.

ano kayang mangyayari pag nasilayan nanaman ng mata ko ang mukha niya? matutulala nanaman ba ako? o matutunaw? o sasabog na parang pinutok na bubble? but my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles! oh, you're trying to fight back your emotions but THEY JUST WON'T GO AWAY! what? what?! WHAAAT!!! maybe we're really meant to be together and that someday, our relationship will wtill work and we'll be like we used to be and all the stars'll just bow down to us because of our extreme sweetness and intimacy which will rock all meteorites in the universe! dang these butterflies -- oh, nooo... i have gotten over him. i won't let this text message destroy everything i worked hard for.

NNNOOO!!!~~~ ok, fine. yes, whatever.

Labels: coffeecrunch, lurve, monthsary

"giving your full presence to someone would be the sweetest thing you can do but there would be one question behind that, are you appreciated?"

haaay salamat at may quotes nanaman ako. gustong gusto ko nang maubos ung mga un sa archives. kaya lang tinotopak talaga minsan.

NOV 16 is love :)

ay biglang nag-screensaver :) nagulat akooo. no quote AGAIN. no phone and in the library, browsing. currently: bored. *hoho* 1 hour pa before AFANC. demn. nakakatamad nang tunay ang schedule. sana MC2 nalang ako.

malapit kay rockman? anong title yan? miss ko na si rockman. miss ko nang makita ang mukha niya at ang mga taong nagdadasal sa paligid niya. miss ko na siya... kahit abot-tanaw ko lamang ang statwang yan. haaay.

infairness, nakakahiyang mag-blog dito. at wait! may homework pa pala sa pinoy. nawala yun sa isip ko mehn. at paano nanaman ako magre-research. nga pala, si Ma'am Tengson na uli teacher namin. nakakagulat nga lang. tapos, i losttrack of time, orrather, day. hindi ko napansing Nov. 16 na pala sa Monday at hell photoshoot nanaman. and it's our turn. pinag-iisipan ko pa rin kung anong creative shot ko. gusto ko ngang mag-rockstar nalang.

owkaaay. nakakabagot.

Labels: boredom, MC, rockman

new layout loves. v4.0 touch of polaroids. so much inspiration. so much.

"saying sorry to the one you love, is one way of begging for forgiveness, but psychologically saying sorry means: i love you so much, please don't leave me."

coffeecrunch: november 4

ako: november 4, happy monthsary

If I Let You Go by Westlife

alam ko namang walang patutunguhan, pero bakit pa ako nagreply? o malamang alam ko na rin nanaman ung sagot jan. mahilig talaga ako sa mga hypothetical questions ee. rrrawr~ ewan, di na talaga maaalis un ee. ganun talaga ako sa mga taong mahal ko. kahit na alam kong risk ang pagreply sa kanila at babalewalain lang din nila ako sa huli, magrereply pa rin ako.

kahapon nga ee, enrollment. tapos nung patapos na kami, narinig ko si mitz na sumisigaw ng "gabby" at maraming beses un aa. as if nagpaparinig na anjan na siya. [ako naman tong si nagfeeling] at gusto nanamang kumawala ng puso ko sa dibdib ko. kung alam ko lang, nasa lalamunan ko na yun ee. at buti nalang nalunok ko. dahil katabi ko si mama. whew.

iniisip ko din nung mga panahong un kung magtetext ba siya at babatiin ako ng "happy monthsary". at nga naman ang coincidence. malakas na ba talaga ang sixth sense ko? aray, ba't naugnay dun? kasi nakita kong hawak hawak ko ung cellphone ko tas may nagtext. di nga lang malaman kung daydream o ano. basta. he made me feel better.

hinayudas na sakit naman kasi to ee. haaay. para akong kumakahol aa. sakit pa sa dibdib. at kasing lagkit na ng might bond tong sipon ko. ayaw pasinga ee. gross ba? e bat ba?? blog ko naman to ee. susulat ko kung anong maisip ko. *ubo ubo*

anong oras kaya ako pupunta kay mama?

happy 28th monthsary

Labels: coffeecrunch, lurve, monthsary, sad peys

sobrang inspired talaga ako sa tumblr ngayon. shet. ang gaganda ng posts. damn, i effing like to tumble na rin. sobrang inspirasyon sina butterflygurl17, ache at shuffledkisses

Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) by Lady Gaga


Brisngr by Christopher Paolini

so, i am plugging my tumblr, lovelikechocolate pero so sorry kasi sobrang drab lang niyan at di ko pa man lang naayos o nagagalaw. so far, 3 posts palang. parang twitter aray, bilang na bilang ang mga posts, followers at followed.

damn anong oras na at gusto ko nang matulog. 1:05 am na shet. HAPPY HALLOWEEN! grabe. ambilis ng panahon. november na, tas sa isang iglap, december na. wala man lang masyadong memories. wala man lang masyadong pibagkaabalahan. di man lang ako lumande. haha. joke. what? tulog na ba ako? right. ay onga pala, speaking of pinagkaabalahan, grabe, binura ko ung Plants vs. Zombies ko kasi baka mahuli ako neto ni mama. sayang o, level 5, rooftop pa naman na ako. damn. pero inendorse ko naman na un sa kanya ee. kaya she might approve of it naman na, the fact na sobrang nakaka-aliw siya. AND, the girls' 2nd batch, together with MC1, photoshoot will be on Nov. 16th na. something bad happened nga ee. pero ayoko nang irecall, maiiyak nanaman ako. leche. sabi nga nung manager na bungangera. pag di talaga un tumigil kadadakdak niya oo. tss.

kayers, gotta sleep.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You by The Cure

Labels: tumblr