damn. magparamdam ka naman. kahit blank message lang :( sobrang namimiss na kita at nag-aalala ako sayo..

song playing: I'll DO Anything by Jason Mraz

i'm crying now with my lips curved upward. missing him and my friends and thinking how much college would be so different.

but i have to sleep :''')

song playing: Beautiful In My Eyes by Jericho Rosales

JS Promenade 2010 was awesome. onze JA did a great job. "Paris" was wonderful. the food was scrumptuous and everything was almost perfect, save for the immense heat brought by the lights. gab, me, gon, mitz, hec, jodie, keban, gino and ate yumi were in a table full of laughter and jokes. cool 'to (lara, mia, momo, kaka, apol and me) were amazingly beautiful. transformation was seen and friendship was all over the air. i really had a great time. and my last promenade is so memorable.

song playing: Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

but the most unforgettable part was with my one true love, gabby. he was with me all throughout the evening and he was the one who made it perfect. just sitting beside him made me feel complete. holding his hand was like heaven. leaning on him was absolute. staring at his face already makes me smile. hearing his voice whisper in my ear makes my heart skip a beat. and dancing with him was beyond wonderful. it was like we were meant to do everthing we did there. i could spend an entire day just reminiscing that night.

song playing: Crawl by Chris Brown

we danced in the tune of Vanilla Twilight by Owl City. he was my forever dance. his chest was like heaven on earth. he hugged me a million times and i couldn't help wishing that time would stop and let the two of us savor the moment. i miss him now.

thanks for the night, guys. it was all remarkable. my last promeade made my highschool life better than anything :'))

Bad Romance by Lady Gaga

this week turned out awesome. kahit na hindi ako umasang magiging maganda ang turn of events, it did! :))

feb 9 was momo's birthday. gab ang i agreed to talk before jogging. but wait, let's talk about momo's birthday surprise :) during my vacant after trigo, kaka and i went to shoppersville to buy ice cream. we bought vanilla and strawberry! tas pagdating namin sumugod si momo sa kubo, at boom, tinatawag daw kami nina mommy niya dahil sinurprise siya at may handa doon. yiee :) kainan galore tuloy. mejo naudlot tuloy kain ko dahil AFANC na at written exam kaya pagbalik ko sa kubo, tunaw na ice cream pero masarap pa rin. tapos niyaya ko si mitz sa taas. edi usap kami. *usap usap* at umiyak siya galore aa... blah blah blah tas ayan na. pinasahan ko si mitz ng 10php na load kasi di ako makatawag. tinawagan niya si gab. edi ayun nagpunta na kaming taas :) ending nalang kukuwento ko. 3 beses na huuug at kiniss niya ako sa cheek. hehe. at imbis na mag-jog, dun kami tumambay sa Boston with mitz at hector. kuwentuhang magkakaibigan lang at pagpaplano ng mga gagawin at sasabihin kay gon. ang saya ng tuesday no?

feb 10 is wednesday. FD day. ayos naman pag-iinternalize ko sa katauhan ko. Charlie ba naman ee. isang linya lang sasabihin ko dun, suuus. nag-jog kami nina gab, mitz at gon. pagkatapos, nag shopping para uminom ng red na gulaman dahil naglilihi si gab. tapos dumeretsong LB kaya lamang ay walang siomai kaya tiningnan namin kung may calamares. ee wala. kaya tambay uli sa may oval. kulitan at yakapan. ganun naman ee. tapos habang pabalik na kami, may kababalaghang nangyari kay mitz! *wink* haha. secret :) o edi pagtapos, natripan naming mag-racing na naka-piggyback kami ni mitz kena gab at gon. yieeee :) panalo kami! :P ang saya! ang saya!

feb 11 is thursday. haha. hindi kami nag-AFANC ni juday. at kinausap si gon. aysows, si mitzie lang naman kumausap sa kanya. puro kalokohan talaga kasi si gab at hec. tas kinuhanan kami ng picture ni ate yumi :) o sige na, ok lang naman sa akin un. no problem kumbaga. tas hinatid na niya ako. ang saya parin.

and feb 12 is friday at wala na sila dahil camping. hindi ako pumasok. nakakatamad kasi ee. at mamimiss ko lalo si gab. tsaka masakit din ata ulo ko.

THIS WEEK's SO GREAT :))

Before I Let You Go by Freestyle

"i love you" yan nalang ang gustong bigkasin ng mga labi ko. sana sa isang sorry, back to zero, game over. sana sa isang i love you napapawi lahat ng sakit, lahat ng hirap at ngiti nalang ang puwede mong gawin.

gab: goodnight. sana magkausap na tau. sana mging maaus lhat. sorry tlga sa lhat.. salamat sa oras mo kanina.

btw, itong globe na ba tlga gamit mo o ung smart? 2010-02-06(Saturday) 21:44


gab: mahal kita 2010-02-06(Saturday) 21:45

The Bird and The Worm by Owl City

kung alam lang niya kung gaano ko gustong iparating sa kaniya lahat ng nararamdaman ko. somehow, baka hindi niya maintindihan pero kahit na. halo halong lungkot, inis, galit at sobra sobrang pagmamahal. kung puwede lang sukatin at sabihin ang pagmamahal, ginawa ko na. para bang buong pagkatao ko, sa kanya na umiikot. para bang buong pagkatao ko, sa kanya ginawa.

sa kanya ko lang to naramdaman. kay luis kasi hindi. siguro, infatuation lang un. bata pa ako nun, hindi ko pa naiintindihan ang "love." kaya lang ngayon, iba na talaga 'to.

sobrang pagmamahal. "first" love at true love. totoo pala lahat un..

i'll quote less. and tell more.

On The Wing by Owl City

this is a tale about two lovers who can't make up even if they love each other so much. everybody wants to feel love. everybody wants to love and be loved in return. but then some relationships tend to work wrongly [sht may word bang ganyan?] even if they love each other so much. even if you try to fix things up, they just won't work if you're not meant to be. minsan, i feel like love has an expiry date. kapag expired na, hindi na puwede subukan. dapat itapon na lang.

hell, yeah. thr try to fix things... after a day or two, everything's messed up again. then they try to act as if nothing happened. like they haven't even tried fixing things up. patay malisya nalang palagi. lahat ng nag-iibigan dumadaan sa ganitong sitwasyon. diba? mahirap pagdaanan pero parang nabunitan ka ng tinik kapag nalampasan niyo.

but everything you have worked for will, again, be shattered to pieces when things go way crazy. you get hurt. your faith breaks down. your trust disappears. all that remains is love. damn love? hell, yeah.

so you decide to love even if everything's gone. every lover, i think, has that kind of thinking. mawala na'ng lahat, wag lang pag-ibig. but then, after a week or two of not seeing each other, you break down. it kills you deep inside even if you show that smile in front of your friends. deep inside, it's aching. deep inside, you're shattered.

but this is the only way to recover. you have to get through that stage. you have to finish stages and stages and stages of heightening rage, loneliness and the worst of all those, the damn hurt.

this is the only way to feel numb.

damn. magparamdam ka naman. kahit blank message lang :( sobrang namimiss na kita at nag-aalala ako sayo..

song playing: I'll DO Anything by Jason Mraz

i'm crying now with my lips curved upward. missing him and my friends and thinking how much college would be so different.

but i have to sleep :''')

song playing: Beautiful In My Eyes by Jericho Rosales

JS Promenade 2010 was awesome. onze JA did a great job. "Paris" was wonderful. the food was scrumptuous and everything was almost perfect, save for the immense heat brought by the lights. gab, me, gon, mitz, hec, jodie, keban, gino and ate yumi were in a table full of laughter and jokes. cool 'to (lara, mia, momo, kaka, apol and me) were amazingly beautiful. transformation was seen and friendship was all over the air. i really had a great time. and my last promenade is so memorable.

song playing: Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

but the most unforgettable part was with my one true love, gabby. he was with me all throughout the evening and he was the one who made it perfect. just sitting beside him made me feel complete. holding his hand was like heaven. leaning on him was absolute. staring at his face already makes me smile. hearing his voice whisper in my ear makes my heart skip a beat. and dancing with him was beyond wonderful. it was like we were meant to do everthing we did there. i could spend an entire day just reminiscing that night.

song playing: Crawl by Chris Brown

we danced in the tune of Vanilla Twilight by Owl City. he was my forever dance. his chest was like heaven on earth. he hugged me a million times and i couldn't help wishing that time would stop and let the two of us savor the moment. i miss him now.

thanks for the night, guys. it was all remarkable. my last promeade made my highschool life better than anything :'))

Bad Romance by Lady Gaga

this week turned out awesome. kahit na hindi ako umasang magiging maganda ang turn of events, it did! :))

feb 9 was momo's birthday. gab ang i agreed to talk before jogging. but wait, let's talk about momo's birthday surprise :) during my vacant after trigo, kaka and i went to shoppersville to buy ice cream. we bought vanilla and strawberry! tas pagdating namin sumugod si momo sa kubo, at boom, tinatawag daw kami nina mommy niya dahil sinurprise siya at may handa doon. yiee :) kainan galore tuloy. mejo naudlot tuloy kain ko dahil AFANC na at written exam kaya pagbalik ko sa kubo, tunaw na ice cream pero masarap pa rin. tapos niyaya ko si mitz sa taas. edi usap kami. *usap usap* at umiyak siya galore aa... blah blah blah tas ayan na. pinasahan ko si mitz ng 10php na load kasi di ako makatawag. tinawagan niya si gab. edi ayun nagpunta na kaming taas :) ending nalang kukuwento ko. 3 beses na huuug at kiniss niya ako sa cheek. hehe. at imbis na mag-jog, dun kami tumambay sa Boston with mitz at hector. kuwentuhang magkakaibigan lang at pagpaplano ng mga gagawin at sasabihin kay gon. ang saya ng tuesday no?

feb 10 is wednesday. FD day. ayos naman pag-iinternalize ko sa katauhan ko. Charlie ba naman ee. isang linya lang sasabihin ko dun, suuus. nag-jog kami nina gab, mitz at gon. pagkatapos, nag shopping para uminom ng red na gulaman dahil naglilihi si gab. tapos dumeretsong LB kaya lamang ay walang siomai kaya tiningnan namin kung may calamares. ee wala. kaya tambay uli sa may oval. kulitan at yakapan. ganun naman ee. tapos habang pabalik na kami, may kababalaghang nangyari kay mitz! *wink* haha. secret :) o edi pagtapos, natripan naming mag-racing na naka-piggyback kami ni mitz kena gab at gon. yieeee :) panalo kami! :P ang saya! ang saya!

feb 11 is thursday. haha. hindi kami nag-AFANC ni juday. at kinausap si gon. aysows, si mitzie lang naman kumausap sa kanya. puro kalokohan talaga kasi si gab at hec. tas kinuhanan kami ng picture ni ate yumi :) o sige na, ok lang naman sa akin un. no problem kumbaga. tas hinatid na niya ako. ang saya parin.

and feb 12 is friday at wala na sila dahil camping. hindi ako pumasok. nakakatamad kasi ee. at mamimiss ko lalo si gab. tsaka masakit din ata ulo ko.

THIS WEEK's SO GREAT :))

Before I Let You Go by Freestyle

"i love you" yan nalang ang gustong bigkasin ng mga labi ko. sana sa isang sorry, back to zero, game over. sana sa isang i love you napapawi lahat ng sakit, lahat ng hirap at ngiti nalang ang puwede mong gawin.

gab: goodnight. sana magkausap na tau. sana mging maaus lhat. sorry tlga sa lhat.. salamat sa oras mo kanina.

btw, itong globe na ba tlga gamit mo o ung smart? 2010-02-06(Saturday) 21:44


gab: mahal kita 2010-02-06(Saturday) 21:45

The Bird and The Worm by Owl City

kung alam lang niya kung gaano ko gustong iparating sa kaniya lahat ng nararamdaman ko. somehow, baka hindi niya maintindihan pero kahit na. halo halong lungkot, inis, galit at sobra sobrang pagmamahal. kung puwede lang sukatin at sabihin ang pagmamahal, ginawa ko na. para bang buong pagkatao ko, sa kanya na umiikot. para bang buong pagkatao ko, sa kanya ginawa.

sa kanya ko lang to naramdaman. kay luis kasi hindi. siguro, infatuation lang un. bata pa ako nun, hindi ko pa naiintindihan ang "love." kaya lang ngayon, iba na talaga 'to.

sobrang pagmamahal. "first" love at true love. totoo pala lahat un..

i'll quote less. and tell more.

On The Wing by Owl City

this is a tale about two lovers who can't make up even if they love each other so much. everybody wants to feel love. everybody wants to love and be loved in return. but then some relationships tend to work wrongly [sht may word bang ganyan?] even if they love each other so much. even if you try to fix things up, they just won't work if you're not meant to be. minsan, i feel like love has an expiry date. kapag expired na, hindi na puwede subukan. dapat itapon na lang.

hell, yeah. thr try to fix things... after a day or two, everything's messed up again. then they try to act as if nothing happened. like they haven't even tried fixing things up. patay malisya nalang palagi. lahat ng nag-iibigan dumadaan sa ganitong sitwasyon. diba? mahirap pagdaanan pero parang nabunitan ka ng tinik kapag nalampasan niyo.

but everything you have worked for will, again, be shattered to pieces when things go way crazy. you get hurt. your faith breaks down. your trust disappears. all that remains is love. damn love? hell, yeah.

so you decide to love even if everything's gone. every lover, i think, has that kind of thinking. mawala na'ng lahat, wag lang pag-ibig. but then, after a week or two of not seeing each other, you break down. it kills you deep inside even if you show that smile in front of your friends. deep inside, it's aching. deep inside, you're shattered.

but this is the only way to recover. you have to get through that stage. you have to finish stages and stages and stages of heightening rage, loneliness and the worst of all those, the damn hurt.

this is the only way to feel numb.