i'll quote less. and tell more.
On The Wing by Owl City
this is a tale about two lovers who can't make up even if they love each other so much. everybody wants to feel love. everybody wants to love and be loved in return. but then some relationships tend to work wrongly [sht may word bang ganyan?] even if they love each other so much. even if you try to fix things up, they just won't work if you're not meant to be. minsan, i feel like love has an expiry date. kapag expired na, hindi na puwede subukan. dapat itapon na lang.
hell, yeah. thr try to fix things... after a day or two, everything's messed up again. then they try to act as if nothing happened. like they haven't even tried fixing things up. patay malisya nalang palagi. lahat ng nag-iibigan dumadaan sa ganitong sitwasyon. diba? mahirap pagdaanan pero parang nabunitan ka ng tinik kapag nalampasan niyo.
but everything you have worked for will, again, be shattered to pieces when things go way crazy. you get hurt. your faith breaks down. your trust disappears. all that remains is love. damn love? hell, yeah.
so you decide to love even if everything's gone. every lover, i think, has that kind of thinking. mawala na'ng lahat, wag lang pag-ibig. but then, after a week or two of not seeing each other, you break down. it kills you deep inside even if you show that smile in front of your friends. deep inside, it's aching. deep inside, you're shattered.
but this is the only way to recover. you have to get through that stage. you have to finish stages and stages and stages of heightening rage, loneliness and the worst of all those, the damn hurt.
this is the only way to feel numb.

here we go again
i'll talk less and you'll know me more.
ma. erika b. becoñado erika, eka, eks, ek, ka, karot, ekarot, baby, papi, kapatid, kopi, pankeik. Dil, QC. Philippines. 070493, 16 years young. UPIS, senior high. UPISSCA, Sangguniang Pangwika. Pep Squad: Tambolero.
in-love, loving in silence. effusive. cuddler. capricious. sticky. trembly. emo? bitch. sentimental. cry-baby.
drama queen. musically-inclined. receptive. sticky. malambing. secretive. tender. touchy. vampire. nocturnal. bookworm. claustrophobic. bajista. gitarista.
LURVES: soundtrip. mcdo. vampire wars. fashion wars. yo ville. farm ville. pc/laptop. unlitxt20. ice cream. vanilla shake. chocolate. candies.
toasts. brownies. cupcakes. onigiri. starbucks [chocolate cream chips frappe]. sisig. fresh milk. lollipop. sushi.
strawberry. pictures. love quotes. love stories. slurpee. the sun. beach. nail polish. nike. yellow. plushies. bears. UP18. beyonce. NSYNC. westlife. taylor swift. lady gaga. paramore. vintage. stripes. privacy. doodles. books. mushrooms.
HATES: metal. hiphop. noise. the rain. backstabbers. plastic. over-acting. kulang sa pansin. kill-joy. spoiled brats. selfish. people who are not aware or those who simply don't think about other's feelings around them. rudeness and all of its components. violence and its forms. the dark. physics and chemistry and MATH. group messages. competitive-ness.
title: numb
written on: Thursday, February 4, 2010 | 12:15 AM
i'll quote less. and tell more.
On The Wing by Owl City
this is a tale about two lovers who can't make up even if they love each other so much. everybody wants to feel love. everybody wants to love and be loved in return. but then some relationships tend to work wrongly [sht may word bang ganyan?] even if they love each other so much. even if you try to fix things up, they just won't work if you're not meant to be. minsan, i feel like love has an expiry date. kapag expired na, hindi na puwede subukan. dapat itapon na lang.
hell, yeah. thr try to fix things... after a day or two, everything's messed up again. then they try to act as if nothing happened. like they haven't even tried fixing things up. patay malisya nalang palagi. lahat ng nag-iibigan dumadaan sa ganitong sitwasyon. diba? mahirap pagdaanan pero parang nabunitan ka ng tinik kapag nalampasan niyo.
but everything you have worked for will, again, be shattered to pieces when things go way crazy. you get hurt. your faith breaks down. your trust disappears. all that remains is love. damn love? hell, yeah.
so you decide to love even if everything's gone. every lover, i think, has that kind of thinking. mawala na'ng lahat, wag lang pag-ibig. but then, after a week or two of not seeing each other, you break down. it kills you deep inside even if you show that smile in front of your friends. deep inside, it's aching. deep inside, you're shattered.
but this is the only way to recover. you have to get through that stage. you have to finish stages and stages and stages of heightening rage, loneliness and the worst of all those, the damn hurt.
this is the only way to feel numb.