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[eka] she's your girl next door who loves the existence of cute monsters and the mere concept of vampires that glitter under the sun. she is Allitrya Spelling from Ravenclaw. also, a typical Cancer girl. her heart beats for her only love but is loving in silence. she strives to live life to the fullest even if it slowly turns her down. she needs him. terribly. MORE?

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16 years young
loving in silence
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    title: numb
    written on: Thursday, February 4, 2010 | 12:15 AM

    i'll quote less. and tell more.


    On The Wing by Owl City


    this is a tale about two lovers who can't make up even if they love each other so much. everybody wants to feel love. everybody wants to love and be loved in return. but then some relationships tend to work wrongly [sht may word bang ganyan?] even if they love each other so much. even if you try to fix things up, they just won't work if you're not meant to be. minsan, i feel like love has an expiry date. kapag expired na, hindi na puwede subukan. dapat itapon na lang.


    hell, yeah. thr try to fix things... after a day or two, everything's messed up again. then they try to act as if nothing happened. like they haven't even tried fixing things up. patay malisya nalang palagi. lahat ng nag-iibigan dumadaan sa ganitong sitwasyon. diba? mahirap pagdaanan pero parang nabunitan ka ng tinik kapag nalampasan niyo.


    but everything you have worked for will, again, be shattered to pieces when things go way crazy. you get hurt. your faith breaks down. your trust disappears. all that remains is love. damn love? hell, yeah.


    so you decide to love even if everything's gone. every lover, i think, has that kind of thinking. mawala na'ng lahat, wag lang pag-ibig. but then, after a week or two of not seeing each other, you break down. it kills you deep inside even if you show that smile in front of your friends. deep inside, it's aching. deep inside, you're shattered.


    but this is the only way to recover. you have to get through that stage. you have to finish stages and stages and stages of heightening rage, loneliness and the worst of all those, the damn hurt.


    this is the only way to feel numb.