title: :') blue-est christmas
written on: Wednesday, December 17, 2008 | 2:42 AM
"i guess, love does fade. that sometimes, the heart does get tired of longing, hoping. that sometimes, you just have to accept that some things can never be. and that you should be contented with things as they are. leaving is a choice, staying is a choice. but you can never really ask someone to stay or leave. it's a choice they have to make for themselves. and sometimes, no matter how much you beg someone to stay or to leave, you really have no control over what they will choose."
eka: gab (sabay halika gesture)
gab: *hmm?*
eka: may bibigay lang ako sayo
gab: salamat. wala ako eh.
eka: *nods at tinry magsmile pero wa-epek*
parang ayaw niya ko maka-usap or makita. kelangang idaan sa tawa. *smile eka* kelangang makuntento. after all, hindi na siya saken. hinding hindi na. i wonder if one time, babalik... arrgh. kahit gaano ko gustong sumuko na, nagkakaroon pa din ako ng pag-asa. ang hirap naman ng ganito. kelan kaya ako makaka-alis sa ganitong sitwasyon. kelan kaya Papa God?
mahirap talaga talaga talaga. masaya siya *pout* habang ako, naghihintay na lingunin niya ako. nararamdaman ko na talaga. napagkanda-blue ng christmas ko. siguro dahil hindi kami nagkasama nung last days. sabi niya kahit isang araw lang magkakasama kami. eto naman akong si tanga, aasa-asa. sauce. wak na nga.
sana nalang maalala niya ako lagi sa binigay ko.
Labels: bookmark, christmas, lurve
 here we go again
 i'll talk less and you'll know me more.
ma. erika b. becoñado erika, eka, eks, ek, ka, karot, ekarot, baby, papi, kapatid, kopi, pankeik. Dil, QC. Philippines. 070493, 16 years young. UPIS, senior high. UPISSCA, Sangguniang Pangwika. Pep Squad: Tambolero.
in-love, loving in silence. effusive. cuddler. capricious. sticky. trembly. emo? bitch. sentimental. cry-baby.  drama queen. musically-inclined. receptive. sticky. malambing. secretive. tender. touchy. vampire. nocturnal. bookworm. claustrophobic. bajista. gitarista.
 LURVES: soundtrip. mcdo. vampire wars. fashion wars. yo ville. farm ville. pc/laptop. unlitxt20. ice cream. vanilla shake. chocolate. candies.
 toasts. brownies. cupcakes. onigiri. starbucks [chocolate cream chips frappe]. sisig. fresh milk. lollipop. sushi.  strawberry. pictures. love quotes. love stories. slurpee. the sun. beach. nail polish. nike. yellow. plushies. bears. UP18. beyonce. NSYNC. westlife. taylor swift. lady gaga. paramore. vintage. stripes. privacy. doodles. books. mushrooms.
 HATES: metal. hiphop. noise. the rain. backstabbers. plastic. over-acting. kulang sa pansin. kill-joy. spoiled brats. selfish. people who are not aware or those who simply don't think about other's feelings around them. rudeness and all of its components. violence and its forms. the dark. physics and chemistry and MATH. group messages. competitive-ness.
title: :') blue-est christmas
written on: Wednesday, December 17, 2008 | 2:42 AM
"i guess, love does fade. that sometimes, the heart does get tired of longing, hoping. that sometimes, you just have to accept that some things can never be. and that you should be contented with things as they are. leaving is a choice, staying is a choice. but you can never really ask someone to stay or leave. it's a choice they have to make for themselves. and sometimes, no matter how much you beg someone to stay or to leave, you really have no control over what they will choose."
eka: gab (sabay halika gesture)
gab: *hmm?*
eka: may bibigay lang ako sayo
gab: salamat. wala ako eh.
eka: *nods at tinry magsmile pero wa-epek*
parang ayaw niya ko maka-usap or makita. kelangang idaan sa tawa. *smile eka* kelangang makuntento. after all, hindi na siya saken. hinding hindi na. i wonder if one time, babalik... arrgh. kahit gaano ko gustong sumuko na, nagkakaroon pa din ako ng pag-asa. ang hirap naman ng ganito. kelan kaya ako makaka-alis sa ganitong sitwasyon. kelan kaya Papa God?
mahirap talaga talaga talaga. masaya siya *pout* habang ako, naghihintay na lingunin niya ako. nararamdaman ko na talaga. napagkanda-blue ng christmas ko. siguro dahil hindi kami nagkasama nung last days. sabi niya kahit isang araw lang magkakasama kami. eto naman akong si tanga, aasa-asa. sauce. wak na nga.
sana nalang maalala niya ako lagi sa binigay ko.
Labels: bookmark, christmas, lurve
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no need to argue
[eka] she's your girl next door who loves the existence of cute monsters and the mere concept of vampires that glitter under the sun. she is 
16 years young
loving in silence
Roll The Credits by Paula DeAnda
Brisngr by Christopher Paolini
Chocolate Ecclair
