title: silence hurts more
written on: Thursday, January 29, 2009 | 7:12 PM
feelings are made to be expressed, it's not meant to be helpless nor kept. don't be a loser without fighting, never make regrets for yourself to suffer. coz you know what? silence hurts more. naiwan ako. mag-isa. hindi alam ang gagawin. tama ba un? kanina kasi, nag-gesture ako na hintayin niya ako. pero wala. hindi niya ako hinintay. tapos sisimangot siya. hindi ako ang may kasalanan this time. nagtatampo ako at nalulungkot ng sobra. gusto kong umiyak habang pinapanood siyang umalis kasama sila baboy. alam kaya niya to? ang hirap itago. naiiyak ako habang sinusulat tong blog na to. pero hindi puwede. ayokong maging pabigat. balik sa dati nanaman ba? maghahanap nanaman ba ako ng saya sa iba?
hindi ako ang nang-iwan. sana lumapit man lang siya at sabihing aalis na siya. pero wala. tapos iirapan ako. ang sakit naman nun. hindi ako gagalaw. wala akong gagawin. sinong mas nasaktan? sinong walang matakbhuhan? bakit ganon?
akala ko kasi magkasabay kaming uuwi. ang hirap talaga umasa................ :'''''((((( silence hurts more.
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 here we go again
i'll talk less and you'll know me more.
ma. erika b. becoñado erika, eka, eks, ek, ka, karot, ekarot, baby, papi, kapatid, kopi, pankeik. Dil, QC. Philippines. 070493, 16 years young. UPIS, senior high. UPISSCA, Sangguniang Pangwika. Pep Squad: Tambolero. in-love, loving in silence. effusive. cuddler. capricious. sticky. trembly. emo? bitch. sentimental. cry-baby. drama queen. musically-inclined. receptive. sticky. malambing. secretive. tender. touchy. vampire. nocturnal. bookworm. claustrophobic. bajista. gitarista.
LURVES: soundtrip. mcdo. vampire wars. fashion wars. yo ville. farm ville. pc/laptop. unlitxt20. ice cream. vanilla shake. chocolate. candies.
toasts. brownies. cupcakes. onigiri. starbucks [chocolate cream chips frappe]. sisig. fresh milk. lollipop. sushi. strawberry. pictures. love quotes. love stories. slurpee. the sun. beach. nail polish. nike. yellow. plushies. bears. UP18. beyonce. NSYNC. westlife. taylor swift. lady gaga. paramore. vintage. stripes. privacy. doodles. books. mushrooms.
HATES: metal. hiphop. noise. the rain. backstabbers. plastic. over-acting. kulang sa pansin. kill-joy. spoiled brats. selfish. people who are not aware or those who simply don't think about other's feelings around them. rudeness and all of its components. violence and its forms. the dark. physics and chemistry and MATH. group messages. competitive-ness.
title: silence hurts more
written on: Thursday, January 29, 2009 | 7:12 PM
feelings are made to be expressed, it's not meant to be helpless nor kept. don't be a loser without fighting, never make regrets for yourself to suffer. coz you know what? silence hurts more. naiwan ako. mag-isa. hindi alam ang gagawin. tama ba un? kanina kasi, nag-gesture ako na hintayin niya ako. pero wala. hindi niya ako hinintay. tapos sisimangot siya. hindi ako ang may kasalanan this time. nagtatampo ako at nalulungkot ng sobra. gusto kong umiyak habang pinapanood siyang umalis kasama sila baboy. alam kaya niya to? ang hirap itago. naiiyak ako habang sinusulat tong blog na to. pero hindi puwede. ayokong maging pabigat. balik sa dati nanaman ba? maghahanap nanaman ba ako ng saya sa iba?
hindi ako ang nang-iwan. sana lumapit man lang siya at sabihing aalis na siya. pero wala. tapos iirapan ako. ang sakit naman nun. hindi ako gagalaw. wala akong gagawin. sinong mas nasaktan? sinong walang matakbhuhan? bakit ganon?
akala ko kasi magkasabay kaming uuwi. ang hirap talaga umasa................ :'''''((((( silence hurts more.
Labels: down, just pfft, whatever
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