title: 06.19.09 he's my sweetest drug
written on: Sunday, June 21, 2009 | 12:47 AM
"i've come to realize that love is not simply calling someone your own. it is never achieved by sweet memories. it is not proved by reconciliation but by faith. loving is holding on even if there's nothing to hold on to. and consistently loving even if there's no reason to love that person anymore."
whew. sobrang daming nangyari boy. dumaan ang birthday ni coffeecrunch at ni abbie. ngayon, saturday na agad. ay. tapos 1 week na kami sa school. 1 week ko na din siyang kasama. madami akong ikekwento 
syempre, highlight at unang-una ang birthday ng mahal ko. ginawan ko siya ng lamingtons na hindi naman mukhang lamingtons  sinama ko ung bear na anak namin, si baby biel at mga random love letters ko. sinabi ko ding babalikan ko siya pagdating ng tamang panahon. at sabi ko din, wag na niyang isiping magkaroon ng bagong girlfriend  dahil ako na ang para sa kanya. haha. kinapalan ko na mukha ko. nakakamiss kasi siya eh... pinabigay ko kay keb ung regalo. haha. nung gabi, at exactly 8:54pm, nagtext siya.
coffeecrunch: Salamat. Pinasaya mo ako :)
ako: Anytime :)
sh*t sh*t kinilig ako niyan at napasmile ng todo todo. grabe sa konting ganun palang niya, nababaliw at nahuhulog nanaman ako. ok ok. tapos ngayon naman, june 19, birthday ni abbie. eh sa pinoy, siya ung checker ng homeworks. tapos, KINALABIT NIYA AKOOO!!! EEEEKKKK! 
coffeecrunch: may homework ka?
maan: yikeee!
ako: mm. *sabay pakita ng notebook* waiiyuu nakakabaliwwww... haha. basta... nakasmile pa siya nun aa. sh*t inlab nanaman akooo. actually palagi naman, pero tumitindi na naman. haaay. talaga naman ooo. a basta... ang sarap ng pakiramdam. heaven nanaman   Heartless by Kris Allen
 here we go again
 i'll talk less and you'll know me more.
ma. erika b. becoñado erika, eka, eks, ek, ka, karot, ekarot, baby, papi, kapatid, kopi, pankeik. Dil, QC. Philippines. 070493, 16 years young. UPIS, senior high. UPISSCA, Sangguniang Pangwika. Pep Squad: Tambolero.
in-love, loving in silence. effusive. cuddler. capricious. sticky. trembly. emo? bitch. sentimental. cry-baby.  drama queen. musically-inclined. receptive. sticky. malambing. secretive. tender. touchy. vampire. nocturnal. bookworm. claustrophobic. bajista. gitarista.
 LURVES: soundtrip. mcdo. vampire wars. fashion wars. yo ville. farm ville. pc/laptop. unlitxt20. ice cream. vanilla shake. chocolate. candies.
 toasts. brownies. cupcakes. onigiri. starbucks [chocolate cream chips frappe]. sisig. fresh milk. lollipop. sushi.  strawberry. pictures. love quotes. love stories. slurpee. the sun. beach. nail polish. nike. yellow. plushies. bears. UP18. beyonce. NSYNC. westlife. taylor swift. lady gaga. paramore. vintage. stripes. privacy. doodles. books. mushrooms.
 HATES: metal. hiphop. noise. the rain. backstabbers. plastic. over-acting. kulang sa pansin. kill-joy. spoiled brats. selfish. people who are not aware or those who simply don't think about other's feelings around them. rudeness and all of its components. violence and its forms. the dark. physics and chemistry and MATH. group messages. competitive-ness.
title: 06.19.09 he's my sweetest drug
written on: Sunday, June 21, 2009 | 12:47 AM
"i've come to realize that love is not simply calling someone your own. it is never achieved by sweet memories. it is not proved by reconciliation but by faith. loving is holding on even if there's nothing to hold on to. and consistently loving even if there's no reason to love that person anymore."
whew. sobrang daming nangyari boy. dumaan ang birthday ni coffeecrunch at ni abbie. ngayon, saturday na agad. ay. tapos 1 week na kami sa school. 1 week ko na din siyang kasama. madami akong ikekwento
syempre, highlight at unang-una ang birthday ng mahal ko. ginawan ko siya ng lamingtons na hindi naman mukhang lamingtons sinama ko ung bear na anak namin, si baby biel at mga random love letters ko. sinabi ko ding babalikan ko siya pagdating ng tamang panahon. at sabi ko din, wag na niyang isiping magkaroon ng bagong girlfriend dahil ako na ang para sa kanya. haha. kinapalan ko na mukha ko. nakakamiss kasi siya eh... pinabigay ko kay keb ung regalo. haha. nung gabi, at exactly 8:54pm, nagtext siya.
coffeecrunch: Salamat. Pinasaya mo ako :)
ako: Anytime :)
sh*t sh*t kinilig ako niyan at napasmile ng todo todo. grabe sa konting ganun palang niya, nababaliw at nahuhulog nanaman ako. ok ok. tapos ngayon naman, june 19, birthday ni abbie. eh sa pinoy, siya ung checker ng homeworks. tapos, KINALABIT NIYA AKOOO!!! EEEEKKKK!
coffeecrunch: may homework ka?
maan: yikeee!
ako: mm. *sabay pakita ng notebook* waiiyuu nakakabaliwwww... haha. basta... nakasmile pa siya nun aa. sh*t inlab nanaman akooo. actually palagi naman, pero tumitindi na naman. haaay. talaga naman ooo. a basta... ang sarap ng pakiramdam. heaven nanaman Heartless by Kris Allen
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no need to argue
[eka] she's your girl next door who loves the existence of cute monsters and the mere concept of vampires that glitter under the sun. she is 
16 years young
loving in silence
Roll The Credits by Paula DeAnda
Brisngr by Christopher Paolini
Chocolate Ecclair
